Not Today....not ever.

Oh Lisa...I am so sorry that you had to die in pain. I watched my grandmother pass from cancer. It was the hardest thing I have ever been through, i can think of nothing harder. Pain, tears, ultimate saddness. I truly hope there is peace after life, no one should have to endure what Lisa's daughters had to see. I wish them the best in all of their lives. Good Bye Lisa...You will be missed!

Dude...Sweet.....Dude....

I am getting a tattoo in less than an hour!! What's better than that you ask, getting something for free because I am getting tattooed. Can't tell you now, don't want to jinx it.

Oh and on a side note, spent 2.5 hours at Chuckie fucking Cheese today. Next time remind me of the migraine please. I hate C.C. UGH!!

Wordless wednesday

These flowers were picked on what used to be the family farm in Louisville KY. My grandmother recently pasted away and my mother sold the farm to a developer. On our last family vacation we took our kids to the spot that used to be my favorite place to think. While we were there we found these plain but beautiful flowers and decided to pay respect to my Grandmothers grave and left them there on her headstone. Last year I lost both of my Grandmothers within weeks of each other...tough thing to have to deal with one dying let alone both in three weeks. These pictures bring back a lot of memories, some sad..but mostly happy because I shared so many memories with my children that week. I will always remember....

La...La....La

Life is interesting sometimes..... do you ever get the feeling that you have done it all before, how about the first time you meet someone and you swear you have met their male/female twin.... I am having one of those days. I took the day off of work because I hurt my dumb ass yesterday and spent the first half of the morning at the occupational health office, while there I sat next to a woman who was having a conversation with her cell phone, she was talking about someone who I know from a long time ago...like high school. I did not know the woman sitting there but she was talking about something that happened in high school....I was at the event in which they were talking about. It was not a pretty night, in fact if I had the choice I would completely delete this night from the history of the earth. I almost killed my self that night. The woman sitting next to me actually started talking about the incident in which I almost died...they were laughing about it. Back then I didn't take my own mortality very serious, I did a lot of acid, drank a lot of beer, etc..... but sitting there next to the woman who was so callously laughing about my stupidity...It was pretty harsh!
So tell me Internet, has anything like this ever happened to you?
Did you ever do something where you almost died, even if it wasn't a serious situation and no one else thought it was as dangerous as you felt it was afterwords??
I need to fell like I am not the only stupid person alive still today??

Super Bowl??

Is anyone else surprised by the fact that the Cardinals actually made it? I don't normally watch football, but Frankie and I had a great idea, DVR the game and watch it later but fast forward thru the game and just watch the comercials and half time.

I am currently sitting on my couch with my new PINK laptop!! I love it, it is a Sony Vaio and it is the prettiest shade of pink i think ever!!!

Thing one and I are going to see Katy Perry tomorrow night at the U of A, I am so excited. It has been awhile since i went to a concert. I believe the last concert I saw was The Cure up in Phoenix last year. Took thing one and thing two to that one as well...thing two hates Katy though so we are not going to drag him with us.

I have been fighting this stupid illness for awhile, I have lost 20 pounds in a month and a half. I can't sleep and my headaches are not getting any better. less frequent but damn if I am going to be miserable....

Well I am off to watch some funny commercials. love ya...